I admit, yesterday was an emo dae for me. The feelings was mixed and is like extremely complicated. Other then sad, there are other mixture of feelings too. However, I just dunno how to express it. Todae, early in the morning, when i go wash up, I told myself todae is a new start again. No more emoing and be happy as i used to be!!! So, todae I really just threw away all my sadness and be as crazy as I could be. And indeed, my mood really improve a lot. Especially, when ui saw all those encouraging tag, it spur me on for a better tomorrow. Yah, being a SC is not everything, at least I still have friends. So ppl, for those who are emoing now or had emoed b4, stay strong!!!! Tears are precious!!!! Todae post is really considered a wake up post as i did fall very hard frm that experience. As I said earlier, I m still learning to let things go and I m trying veri hard. I think I would pick up the skill soon.

Labels: Still learning